no more hope ?

everyone says,
that there is no more hope
for you and me,
becoming one.
Me,
I don't know,
what to do.
Inside of me,
there is an up and down
every time.One side says,
forget her,
she couldn't say goodbye to you,
not jet,
she other side says,
wait for her,
'cause she's the only girl,
for you.
They say,
that I'm crazy,
to think of you after all.
But I have sworn,
that I'll wait for you,
day after day
month after month.
You are my first, my only,
my real love,
and I can't have any other girls
beside me,
until I die.
MZ