dear baby

In this cold,
sad autumn night,
I'm sitting here,
under the trees,
everything is freezing,
nothing happens,
it's a waste,
to be here,
I look in the sky
and see the stars.
I remember your silhouette,
it's so beautiful,
that warms up my heart,
but you're not there.
Here I feel
like an everyday loser,
so tell me,
that this is just a bad dream.
I count every minute,
you're not around me,
it's the most important thing for me,
to see you just some hour's the week.
There are so many things,
I want to say.
You're the finest love,
I've ever found.
But tell me
how to win your heart.
Time won't change,
the way I feel about you.
Now, that I've said all this,
I feel better for some hours,
so that they can pain me again,
but keep in mind,
each word
is a beat of my heart,
so please listen to me:
All this keep's me alive in this
cold, dark, lonleay night.
MZ